Tuesday, September 07, 2004
:)
i am seriously starting to love my life now...
am so glad that i ve finally gotten over that phase, that phase of clinging on to the never possible hope; that phase of inflicting pain on my heart and soul so very voluntarily; that phase of excruciating pain going thru my weak body so many many times...
when i say i have gotten it...i know i have..
well, definitely this time round...
yes, its like going back to the 1st time i reached australia..its like starting everything afresh in a foreign land, except that everything doesnt seem so foreign anymore..
so familiar yet not very...so near yet not very...
im resuming to normal life..i feel like i am beginning to be myself..chatted with byron before abt not being myself and all..true, i haven been able to achieve tat ... not enjoying myself and being who i am...
i feel different now...true enuff, my life is now so much different frm how it used to be not too long ago..but im feeling so much more comfortable with myself...
believe it or not .. i really feel like how i am, how i am like when im back home...
and im loving it :)
everything happens for a reason...
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