Monday, December 27, 2004
Finally I was given enuff work to last me for 3/4 of the day. Nothing important or useful thou. Just created a catalogue list for the company's job bags and cd-roms. 6 boxes full of cd-roms and 1 shelf full of job bag folders.
Well, at least I was kept occupied. Time whizzed faster.
5:29 pm now. 1 more hr to knocking off. No plans tonight. Shall be a good gal and head home.
Have been in very high spirits for the past few days. Not hard to guess. Jon is back in Sg. After 1 mth of separation, we finally get to see each other again. But hey, this is the 1st time I am spending time with my bf in Sg with his own home here. so yeah, have to respect the fact that we both have our own lives. Unlike in Melb where our lives are inevitably overlapped, we have our individual obligations to our frens and families here in Sg. Can be a good and bad thing. depends on how u look at it.
But nevertheless, im elated enuff to see my baby again.
i had to leave on the 2nd mth anni; he came back on our 3rd anni; i have to leave again on our 5th anni. how coincidental is tat huh.
well well.
be contented with the present.
and yes, i am not gonna mess things up again. if i do this time round again, think i will nv be able to forgive myself.
so resolution for 2005 : janz is gonna learn all her lessons and nv commit the same mistakes ever ever again.
Xmas was enriching. Met Jon's frens at Kayiu's place. Pretty fun-loving bunch of guys and gals. Envy their strong frenship. That is wad i wld call true frens. Frens u know will always be by ur side no matter wad happens. hehz. so cliche.
To feel loved is one of the most amazing and wonderful things in the world, be it by frens or lovers. Not to take things for granted is sth I MUST learn.
Jon surprised me with a qns last night. so incredibly sweet to hear that from him, but haha, to realise that dream takes donkey years and extremely much efforts and not to mention, money as well. so yeah, no matter how much i wish for that to come true, i have to remain pragmatic.
*go learn to love doing jigsaw puzzle first ya*
hehz.
blmpf :p
well. its 5.55 pm now.
and GUESS WAD!!!
i just got my 1st pay @ F.
I am just overly thrilled right now. More mango shopping? haha. i wish! but nope, still owe my mum money. dun think this $200 is even enuff to settle my debts with her man! omg.
okie, i am super excited now. need to calm down. finally have money to spend! hahaha. waiting for my Jan allowance from SICC early Jan. Cant wait to play spoilt brat once i get the money. Hahahaha.
now i dun feel like going home after work. wanna go out and chill. bad habit! always start spending money once i get to lay my hands on them.
yet another resolution: Scrimp and save money!!!
okok...looking forward to tmr. doing lunch with jingwei in the afternoon and prolly meeting Jon after tat. It betta be a good day, to keep up with the good spirits I have been in for the past few days. hehz.
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