I am not sure if it's only me, or maybe frens ard me feel the same way too.
Why do things change.
Notice that the last question sentence ends with a full stop, not a qestion mark, cos I jolly well know the answer, but yet find it too amazing to accept the realities of life.
But things have been progressing very well for me, besides some occassional indescribable emotions at times.
Many things I wonder. Often without a satisfying answer.