Thursday, March 10, 2005
As the title explains it all, i am HUNGRY.
not to the extent of being famished, but bad enuff to crave for maccas nuggets.
:(
cldnt hold my hunger till noon today, so i ate my tuna sandwich earlier then expected. thus, i had brekkie today.
went down to the office building and satisfied myself with a muffin for lunch.
tat was abt 1 plus 2 pm.
so wasnt that hungry when i got back hm after work at 6 plus. thus drank the green bean soup which i cooked yesterday, and the leftover muffin (hehz).
Indo mee was originally on the menu for tonight's dinner. but well, too lazy to do shit. so finished my online lect and compiled a proper list of the points i have for monday's terrorism debate before i entertained myself with some addictive doses of tvb.
hmm. not tat they r addictive really. just that im too bored at home. and i m in dire need of some relaxation. some brainless shit so tat my brain can take time off.
okie. work wasnt tat bad. im more like doing biz development in the co. targeting the correct agencies to work with, and also im in charge of marketing Friday - the agency, on Google Adwords.
A challenge? in a way, yeah, cos this is certainly different from being an intern when i was at ppl's beck and call. i have more say in wad i want to do, and how i want to organise my time in doing the list on my agenda. unfortunately, unlike being an intern, i cant slack at much. but that also means i have more responsibility on my shoulders. hmmm.
gonna have a brief meeting with Pandurang tmr at 10 am. luckily i oredi have the list all well-prepared!
:D
know wad. i think i really have to enjoy and fully know how to relax myself during this very last sem of studies, before the infinite road of slogging awaits me in just a few mths' time.
althou i very much prefer working life as compared to a student's life, i have to admit that there are definitely many privileges one gets as a student.
for eg, being able to take afternoon naps, kopi-session with frens, short hrs at uni, gyming in the afternoon, havng the luxury to join extra-curriculum activities, such as dancing or any other kind of short courses.
sigh.
come to think of it. i am such a slogger. i only took a 2-week break from work since the beginning of the summer's hols. had a 1-wk break in Sg after internship at f8, and then one week after coming back, i began my life at friday 2 days every week.
no doubt it's all cos of the experience i wanna gain. to add to my resume. and to contribute a longer period of working experience as required by all employers.
poor me.
ahahah.. but i have no one to blame except myself.
so yeah.
am i complaining? no idea.
going back to the point of enjoying the luxuries i have right now, i honestly believe that blogger is just a phase i will get out of once i start a proper working life. a life which doesnt give me as much freedom and slacking time as the internship at f8 provided (which explains y i had so much time to blog during work!).
muahahah.
blogging nowadays is just a way for me to kill time.
and of cos, to update my close frens on the happenings going on in my life.
and not forgetting, as an online journal for me to reminiscence when i get all frail and old.
Frail and old. that tot is scary huh.
har har.
but i reckon that isnt too far away yeah.
was discussing with renee quite abit abt advertising the other day and it scared us when we realised we werent even close to starting our proper career. well. yeah....thou i have only a few more mths to go. but the way we were talking abt the industry, it seemed as thou we were both some job seekers out there. muahahahah.
so farni.
anyway.
oh ya. its moomba this weekend. din even know its actually this weekend, until someone pointed it out to me.
darn.
deep deep sigh. jon wun be here to watch the fireworks with me. a pity really. no more such chances. erm. maybe national day or NYE or chinese new yr's eve at marina perhaps. well, the most impt thing of all is to have ur loved one there with you, holding ur hands while the fireworks sparkle against the starry sky.
how cosy is that.
hahaha. i am such a romantic freak.
but honestly, i miss jon super duper much. im not a spoilt, dependent kindda gf. but well, we had spent much happy times in melb, in clayton, esp in this room of mine. to accept the fact that those times wld nv happen again is not easy. no more ice-cream outings, mo chi ice-creams at springvale, no more late night grocery shoppings with Jon. its sad to think abt all this. like it or not, this is the way life is. and one has to accept it, regardless.
things change, and for that matter, we all have to learn to accept it.
whether we like it or not.
haiz.
being the very sentimental kind, this is certainly not an easy feat for me.
:(
i kindda feel like im really trying to kill some time here.
im still hungry, btw. just attempting to distract myself from my growling stomach.
im gonna get groceries tmr at clayton after work. i cant live with 2 packets of indo mee and some dace fish in my kitchen drawer. i need proper food.
cos im still a growing gal. wahahahaha.
was craving so much for my oven-baked satay-marinated chicken wings that i once cooked for Jon. it was one of my very few yummilicious food. ahahah.
damn. the craving is bad. mmmmmm.
nm. i will have my laksa tmr. the many packets of paste from Sg Food Industry are still lying in the box in my kitchen. i need to finish them before end of this sem. which means, i wld have to eat laksa and mee rebus almost every other day. its yummy, no doubt, but dun think i can go without any variety for long.
oh and did i mention.. i got my 1st payslip from friday today! woohoo.. $208 for 2 days of work. im a rich gal! wahahah. but im not very sure abt the tax policies in Auz. better clarify with allan, before the greedy auz goverment swallow my hard-earned money!
10.30 pm now. in auz.
7.30 pm now. in sg. only.
sigh.
i was looking thru my organiser and was surprised at how fast the semesters wld go pass with all the assignments. 4 wks to my 1st assignment. another 4 weeks to the next. 2 more weeks to the 3rd one. and at last, one more week to the last lab
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