. pessimism takes control .

I have been trying not to brood over it over and over again. I have been trying to accumulate all the positive energy inside me and gear towards the most positive possible outlook on the situation. I have been trying to tweak my perspective on events and issues, in the hope that people's stereotypic impressions don't matter to me in the slightest sense. I have been trying my utmost best to stay optimistic.

But sometimes. Just sometimes, it all comes back to me again. The insecurities. The fear. The uncertainties. The cynicism. The worst scenario. And, others' opinions too.

I can't stop thinking too much at times.

janz pondered on Tuesday, August 30, 2005

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